Thursday, November 19, 2009
Do you get the feeling sometimes when you lose the way to your future because you don't know what you are good at?
You feel really lost when you deprove in something that you used to be so good in.
Seriously, it's like a part of you is lost in the air and you just can't seem to be able to catch it back.
Puff~ and you see smoke in the air...
Worked up all these 15 years of hardwork and familiarity with all my might and it still goes.
Puff~
My life is just going the declining way no matter how you look at it...
I wonder if it will ever pick up again.
Can I really pursue what I want to have and hold on to it?
I am starting to feel so unsure
Yet more surrounding factors are not helping me at all..
No matter what
I feel that I only have myself.
Once it used to be myself
And it's still me, alone.
So in the end, what I had was actually, just myself.
Nothing will improve if I depend on nature to take its course.
Who gives the heck about fate? (I think...)
Yeah. Right...
Sucks more that more computer is Vista.
Screw it.
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Holidays sure is boring...
Boring.. Only at first?
I have no idea why but...
Always during the holidays I have something that pops up to glue me to my computer.
That makes me mad.
Because I don't want to sit down all day.
But I don't want to leave my computer too.
Man... Troublesome.
I suddenly remembered today that we had to do homework for this holiday too.
I haven't even touched anything.
Omg.
Think I have to go get the Chemistry Quiz done soon...
Before the last few days.
Haiz.
Holiday.
Boon or Bane?
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Friday, November 6, 2009
Finally today is the last day of school.
Today we were notified in the morning assembly that Lu Lao Shi and Mrs Kang were going to retire this year...
Kinda sad that Lu Lao Shi had to go and we have to change a new teacher-in-charge for CS... I hope I can get use to the new way of working things out under a different teacher. :)
Today is also the last day of Mr Sng in DHS as a principal T.T
It was quite touching and heartfelt, I mean the whole ceremony, there were times when I fought really hard to fight back my tears. *Sob sob*
We had a three and a half hour long of farewell ceremony for him and the students put up great presentations.
Can really see that they put in their effort and heart into preparing all these.
Hope Mr Sng will love it and we will miss him! :)
Now at first I didn't really want to even mention the word "grades" here in my post, but I just can't resist the urge to just say,
"I don't feel like talking about getting back the report book today because my grades suck."
End Of Story.
Recapping yesterday at Sentosa in this post because I collapsed onto my bed after I reached home and bathed yesterday, I was so tired and the weather, damn, was too nice to stay awake.
It had been raining the whole day you see. Everywhere.
So of course, we didn't manage to stay dry even in Sentosa.
At first it was a fine weather all right, but as time slowly passes by, the sky darkens and well...
We ran for shelter and grab our stuff the minute we saw the first flash of lightning.
Planning for wenyiying will be so tiring for us, the committee members.
But all right, I had fun and learnt how to play Bridge (a little, still not too sure how to) from Li Min :D
It's also the first time I took the monorail to Sentosa from Vivo, not because I am "sua gu" or something, but because I usually go by shuttle bus at Harbourfront MRT Station.
It's also the first time I took the tram instead of walking since my parents always complain how it is like to be wasting time waiting for the tram when we can actually walk down the pathway.
Oh yeah, and the lunch at Vivo was nice too... although a bit expensive since I ate the Fish Cutlet set at the Japanese Stall at the foodcourt, but it was quite nice because the fish was fried right before we order, so it was still hot when we ate it. :D
One more thing! We saw Japanese and Koreans (I think) at Sentosa too, Muaha -,- all right that was lame.
And... Oscar the Otter of AVA was really adorable!! He came onto the Food Talk all right...
Sorry for the blur picture because I zoomed too much to just capture the otter itself without any audience or stage crews. :P
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Today's archery session was fun.
But the briefing before we started was unneccessarily long.
It took up almost half of the time before we started shooting..
It looked easy at first but when you actually hold the bow and try to aim, you tend to make a lot of mistakes in the beginning.
For me, I always closed my right eye instead of my left eye.
Miraculously I aimed better when I close my right eye instead :P
Even more surprising...
To actually find my primary schoolmate to be in the archery club and also the assitant instructor.
Haha.. He didn't really change.
Still as sissy as ever.
But he was surprising good at archery... :)
I know him in P1 and P2, and somehow I managed to remember his face.
I don't remember his name though -.- Until I went back home and check my P2 class photo.
Haha "Ang Yu Wei".
What the pok.
Shocked.
I kept staring at him at first to make sure I didn't recognize the wrong person, but somehow I just cannot confirm.
"Thanks" to Clara, who went to ask him during the break time and came back to me and confirm.
Really, hands down to her.
Impressive guts :P
Actually I am quite interested in archery...
But after hearing the fees to learn it, seems like I rather stick to my violin.
A normal bow costs so much more than a normal violin.
And the cost fees are in thousands man.
It's a fun experience though... Been looking forward to this activity for the week (only).
I am glad I came today :)
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Monday, November 2, 2009
Went on CME excursion today with the class to visit the different religions' places for worship.
It was really quite fun since it was a new experience.
We went to the Sikh's, the Muslims', the Christians' and the Buddhists' place for worship.
Somehow or rather we ended up spending the most time in the Buddhist temple.
I have never gone into a church before due to religious reasons, and this is the first time going to one. And according to Stephanie, one with long history and spectacular structure :)
Been a long time since I ate Subway, and finally I got to try the student meal at Lavendar.
Every time I went to Subway, they would tell me with somehow some really "cheem" reasons why there is no student meal even though we were all wearing uniform.
The meal was quite worth it, anyway, Subway is the healthiest fastfood of all :P
Sadly, the sky started raining when we were about to finish up our visit to the Lian Shan Shuang Lin Si and we were all running for shelter, I was half soaked.
The rain came down in really large drops and it kinda hurts when it hits you and splashes onto your face...
Anywhere I went today, it rained. Heavily.
Amazingly, before I alighted the train at my station, it was apparently a really light drizzle. You can even walk all the way without an umbrella.
I don't know how it happened but somehow or rather the moment I opened my umbrella and start walking, the wind strengthened and the rain came down, heavily once again.
I also don't know what the hell is the matter with the people walking on the street, because we such a storm, they could actually take a stroll with their lovely umbrella, neglecting their surroundings as if the world revolves around them.
Man, can't they spare a thought for others who wish to quickly get home and get their damp clothes change and take a rest?
It is really difficult for me to comprehend with them.
Maybe I should migrate to some other lovely countries next time since I can't stand the behaviour of the people here. -.-
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
What a boring weekend.
Really, life after EOYs isn't that impressive after all, sadly.
I might as well sum up what happened since Friday in a single blog post just to make it look long.
Hang out at Alicia's house with Stephanie after school on Friday.
Decided to have a change of frequency that lasted the whole of that week.
We played cards, laughed and blasted music in her room.
Her grandparents are nice...
They kept asking us if we need drinks or food in Hokkien, and that made Stephanie really exasperated.
She kept asking me what they means and kept saying that she couldn't understand.
Went home at around 5.15pm to avoid the "crowd that is released from CCAs", according to Stephanie.
How nice to have the elderly staying with you, there is just some apparent difference in family warmth. It seems to increase by a lot.
On the other hand they may get too naggy and youngsters like us will easily get irritated.
It happens in life.
We won't know what we should cherish until it is gone.
It's been 8 years or more since the last time I saw my grandparents.
I have long forgotten how their voices sound like or how it feels when the ruffle my hair.
I really miss them.
And hope that they live well in heaven :)
It makes me envious to see people having grandparents around them, being near them almost everyday. Because it is something that I cannot experience anymore.
There's really nothing much about my weekend.
Just that I don't feel like doing my screwed up Mathematics Binomial Theorem assignment that is to be "graded for Year 2010".
Come on man, 2009's not even over yet.
Urgh.
Tjun Sern's finished everything and sent us the full detailed solution, as usual.
I hope I can resist the temptation to look at it.
Anyway I just didn't get to play mahjong this weekend.
Probably never, since no one in the house feels like playing :(
Whatever.
I will just play Big 2.5 on Viwawa then.
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
Went to Parkway with Alicia and Stephanie today...
Came home with a tired feet.
Took bus there from school and took bus back to house from Parkway. The ride home was about 1h30mins. But it's better since there is a direct bus then don't really need to change from MRT to bus, bus to MRT.
Stephanie bought the things that she wanted to and Alicia had her fill of food there -.-
I was still bloated from the lunch in school x)
I ate a waffle, one plate of beehoon + fried fillet + seaweed chicken, one cup of peach tea nata all at one go. You don't need to be a genius to see why I am bloated.
Anyway that was not the main point of today.
It was during curriculum time that complicated things happened.
Even though we watched videos as usual for most of the lessons, and study binomial theorem for Math, it is only until Chemistry that things are different.
Well, I don't really want to elaborate on what happened, but just a reflection of what happened today.
(BTW we had an "election" of the class committee members for 2010)
(I don't know why must we do that now when we will have time in Jan 2010 to do it)
(Dumb -.-)
I just feel that it is difficult to find a teacher in Dunman High who is both caring, good at teaching and fun to be with. Most teachers are to us, detestable instead of lovable.
But I just don't know why some can be so irritating and incorrigible and unfair that we all feel like giving a slap of their faces.
I don't know what the teachers went through in their lives, or what happened in the staff room, but if they are having mood swings shouldn't they keep it to themselves or save it for later at home, let it all out instead of lashing it out at students?
I don't understand why WE have to be the victim of all these emotional fluctuations that some teachers experience.
Basically, I just feel that even teachers need to know their place. They just shouldn't go overboard with things, insult students of critically criticize us for what they think we did.
Before they say that we "claim" this and that, I think they should think twice if they "claimed" this or that or not.
It's just not right to abuse a teacher's authority.
They have the right to teach us correct stuff, factual things.
Not subjective stuff that they basically feel is correct.
Whatever it is I just hope that things will be better next year,
And really, good luck to all 2010 Donuts Committee members and don't bother so much about criticisms.
You will always have 34 other people who will acknowledge your hard work.
Big thanks to the 2009 Donuts Committee for all the work they have done too.
We know you did.
It doesn't matter if she doesn't.
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Eagle ploy failed.
Well, we ALL realised that life after EOYs is not that impressively relaxing, great, fun and enjoyable after all. It sucks because we still had to learn Binomial Theorem for Maths, still have periodic table worksheet and EOY worksheet to do, still have chemistry lab lessons.
We all thought that we could be
Take for example today.
We watched videos in Biology lesson,
We watched videos again in Language Arts lesson,
We watched videos once again in Language Arts Lecture today.
And to be frank, that damned video during the lecture nearly burst my eardrums and split my brain into half.
It was no link and dumb? Uhm... Maybe I just don't know how to appreciate the art behind the film? Whatever seriously.
Plot is the most important element, plot.
It failed to capture my attention as of that and that's it -.-
I wondered why the school didn't want to speed up lessons in Sem 1.
I wondered why the school didn't want to bring forward our Dec holiday just by 3 more days instead of having 3 more days of boring lessons.
I wondered if we had skipped timeframe and actually the EOYs are just around the corner? Maybe next week?
Ahhhh... This totally sucked.
Well, gotta sleep early every night.
Gotta come home late every day.
Gotta wake up early every morning.
Urgh.
Seriously what's the morale behind this?
She Blogged 11:35 PM